Today sucked!!! Plain and simple....it was a shitty day. I woke up crabby and that just fueled the downward spiral of this shitty Monday. It was a mixture of personal stuff and work stuff and just shit that I didn't feel like dealing with..... plus it's Monday...that's bad in and of itself. I was more or less having myself a fun little pity party!
I've been a little down lately and can't seem to snap out of it at the moment. The fact that I never see my husband has a little to do with it....with him working the third shift we see each other for maybe an hour a day. We just have really no alone time where we can talk and just hang out. It's just a change that I need to roll with but it still sucks....it's not permanent but that doesn't make it any easier right now. I can't bitch too much about it though because I'm totally grateful that he has a job.
Anyway, today after work I went to my parents to have dinner and hang out with Mia. She was in such a good mood and was having so much fun playing and I swear someone slipped her some cat nip or crack or something because the girl was bouncing of the walls....literaly bouncing off of her pack and play mesh siding thinking it was the funniest thing ever and her little ass was just moving everywhere! As I was watching her I got mad at myself for being such a crabby bitch today....I looked at her and realized that all those things that I was letting bother me were stupid....I need to work on letting go of the little things and to stop having those little pity parties for myself. Life is too short. I need to learn how to enjoy it more.....although that is much easier said than done sometimes but I'm working on it.
I relish in the fact that this one tiny little person made my shitty ass day not so shitty anymore.