Friday, May 14, 2010

Dear Ry

Dear Maryah,
I want you to know that I think you are an amazing young woman.  You have inspired ME to be a better person.  Although I don't always follow through on the whole being a better person thing because I can be a nasty bitch sometimes (I DO have good intentions...most of the time)!!   I feel honored that you have let me be a part of your life for the last 6 years.  You are a one of kind, beautifully special young lady who has so much more wisdom than I could ever dream of.

 
I've come to realize that cancer fucking SUCKS....it SUCKS real fucking bad.  Sorry I said fuck....I know we've used that word once or twice.....it just speaks the truth and is powerful when talking about this nasty thing!  I hate that you have had to endure this battle at such a young age.  I hate that you have not been able to be a "normal" teenager.  I hate that you have not gotten to experience certain things that every young adult should.  I hate that this beast has consumed your body. 
I know that you don't look at it this way and again that proves just how amazing you truly are.  You are a much better person than I.  You are one of the most beautiful people I've ever met...inside and out.  I just hope that you know how much you are loved and how much you are going to be missed. 
You have taught me to live each day to the fullest and to never take anything or anyone for granted because you never know what the next day holds.  You have reminded me to kiss my munchkin as much as I can and tell her that I love her as much as I can because.... you just never know. 
The one thing that I want you to know is that I'm going to miss the hell out of you!  I know that you will be with all of us.  I know that you will be watching over everyone with that sparkle in your eye and a smile on your face. 
I love you very much and only hope that you will find peace and comfort on your journey home.  It is not the end nor is it the last time that we see each other.  I love you!
~Antie Nik

14 comments:

  1. Beautiful pictures!

    I'm your newest follower! Stopping by from Blog Hop Friday!

    www.marvelousmommy.com

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  2. Wow, that was really beautiful!

    Following from blog hop friday! Stop by some time!
    http://blogginmommadrama.blogspot.com

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  3. That was so beautiful and what a gorgeous picture! Man I'd kill for those eyes. How did you know Maryah?

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  4. WOW ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS PICTURES! WOW I hate that C word too. I wish there was a cure.

    Happy Friday Follow.
    I am a new follower. Hope you can come on over and follow me too.
    Have a great day.
    ~Cindi
    http://littleyayasandblessed.blogspot.com/

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  5. I wish the C word was Cure. Those photos were amazing as was the post. I am new from Friday Follow and i'm looking forward to you blog updates!

    Jaded Vixen x

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  6. Oh Nikki that is beautiful. She is a gorgeous girl!! How old is she?
    I HATE HATE HATE cancer too!

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  7. I'm full of tears....This young lady is absolutely, insanely gorgeous!

    Fawk cancer!

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  8. Stopping back by to give you all of my support and prayers!

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  9. Nikki, there are no words. ((Hugs))

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  10. NIkki,
    SO sorry for this situation. Cancer does effing suck, especially when it involves children!My nephew was diagnosed with leukemia @ the ripe old age of 3.Praise God he has since went into remission and is now 15.Just know that when is all said and done, she will be out of any pain. I know , believe me I know, this is of little to no comfort to grieving loved ones. Again, so sorry that someone you love has been touched by cancer. You are in my thoughts and prayers. BIg HUGS!

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  11. Nikki, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
    Please know we are thinking of you.
    (((Hugs))) many.

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  12. She is absolutely stunning. I love her and I don't even know her. What a precious little soul. I'm glad she isn't suffering anymore.

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  13. So Touching, Beautiful.....

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  14. Oh my.. How sad. : ( Yeah, cancer sucks! My Dad died from cancer. Beautiful pictures of a beautiful girl!

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