When I married Justin I knew that I couldn't imagine my life without him. I knew that we were going to have to work our asses off at our marriage and work our asses off to create the life that we had always talked and dreamt about. In the midst of working our asses off I didn't realize that my heart could love someone more and more with each and every day.
Justin was the first one to see Mia as she entered into this big scary ass world and at that moment when I saw his face I knew that we were in the right place at the right time and I couldn't have imagined being anywhere else (except for the fact that I thought my ass was exploding and I didn't know that it would ever feel "normal" again down there...I could have totally done without that).
Again, I didn't know it was possible to love a man more but when I saw him hold Mia for the first time and I saw the overwhelming amount of awe and love and complete adoration he had for this tiny little girl my heart felt like it was going to burst.
Over the last 8 months, I watch him....I watch him when he doesn't think I'm looking (not in a creepy stalker kinda way) and I see this big strong man playing peek-a-boo and making crazy ass faces and holding her little girl hands and changing her diaper and picking out mismatched clothes and I feel completely at home. I feel that for this moment we are complete and I feel blessed an honored that he is my husband and the father of my daughter. He is our rock and I love him more than I could ever put into words.
Happy Fathers Day Love!!!
.JPG)
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